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    March 16

    生日快乐

      凌晨1点钟,一条短信告诉我,我应该生日快乐。

     

      我终于还是被你提醒了,在这个百味杂陈的凌晨,我28岁了。一条两年那么长的河流经静流过两个那么迥异的城市,我们在河畔曾经掂着脚互相守望,风雨如晦,我微微张开嘴,想说点什么,你低下头,转身而去。

     

      人生也许就是这样吧?转过灰暗的街角,看见你站在那里,亭亭玉立,一笑倾城。我以为你在那里等我,却只是擦肩而过。回头一望,两鬓平添些许风尘。那一瞬间烧尽了残存的青春,好灿烂。从此相忘于人间,冷暖自知。某些深夜或者凌晨,凭栏或者临渊,偷偷想着那从身边悄悄溜走的人儿,只是沉默。

     

      生日快乐。有生的日子天天快乐。我们无比真心地送给对方这句谎言,是为了证明自己已经忘记还是为了证明没有忘记呢?为了忘记或者不忘记,做一些愚蠢的事情,就像在我们的那幅风情画里面添加一些欲盖弥彰的颜色,让它渐渐随着岁月成为一张废纸,成为我们老了之后的谈资。我宁愿永远沉默地藏起那个瞬间,就像你那时藏起你的眼泪。

     

     

      一切有为法,如梦幻泡影,如露亦如电。人生若只如初见,又怎会有这许多无用的文字?

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    米 -weimiwrote:
    29喽马上 ~
     
    MSN怎么只显示日期不显示年份哒 ~
     
    Mar. 5
    哥哥,记得2005年的生日曾送过你花和礼物,后来的日子都不在一个城市,也没有办法一起过生日了.
    迟到的祝福,只是希望你快乐,乐观,开心地过着这似水的流年......
    我也好大了,记得刚认识那会才十几岁的年纪,豆蔻般的年华.美丽的回忆,永远无法忘记年少时的伙伴.
    June 5
    Picture of Anonymous
    欣婷 wrote:
    ^_^迟到的祝福~生日快乐~
    浮生却似冰底水,日夜东流人不知.
    不得不承认在蜉蝣般短暂的人生旅程中,与另外一个人相遇相知相恋是一种冥冥之中的缘分,只是缘聚缘散总有一定的定数,我们无能为力.
    那些过去的人,过去的事,如同飘过的云,流过的叶,碰除之后便一去不复返.
    但是至少我们是幸福的,因为还有回忆~
     
     
    Mar. 31
    jinwrote:
    时间一次次证明它神奇的功效,刻骨铭心的伤痛会逐渐变成如酒精灼伤皮肤的痛,剧烈但触碰伤口才会痛;既而成为酸辣汤的味道,不太好喝却别有一番味道,有人甚至还会迷恋上这种感觉;也许,最后会变得寡淡如水,但我还没有这种经历。是这个世界变化太快,所以我们有越来越多可以回忆的过去?
    身体在追求幸福生活,或是赤裸的物欲,却永远有寂寞的灵魂,是这寂寞在提醒你还有些无法释怀的东西,比如理想,比如纯真的爱情。
     
    Mar. 18
    jinwrote:
    常会想起慢步在天钥桥路的那个午后,似乎是周末,那不重要,因为那时上班对我是另一种享受。的确是慢步,因为太多人,我穿行在人群中,心情如照在我身上的阳光般明媚。
     
    我之所以想起那天,是因为在我带着优越感-----我是很有节制的人,但那时我实在是感觉太好了----看着檫身而过的每个人时,我突然有一股不祥的预感从心底泛起:这种日子还能持续多久呢?莫不是悲剧的序幕?因为一切都太完美了,我几乎想不出当时我对生活还有什么奢求,而且那时我还年轻,比现在年轻,真正的年轻。
     
    我注定会永远记住那天,因为我的预感在不久之后变成了现实。
    那天,就成了全部美好生活的一个缩影。
    多少年以后,我会想起,曾有那样一段日子。
    Mar. 18
    jinwrote:
    这个凌晨,终于打开尘封的闸门,有很多感动再难压抑。我却只能在兄的客栈停留,勿怪。
     
    那夜,我盼望着,盼望着, 她能送我出门,因为我有重要的话对她说。
    可是,她止步于门前,说“我们再写信吧。”
    我顿了顿,“恩--好,再见。”
    静静的街,我的脚步,街灯下我的影子那么长。何时会再见?
    三年又三年,再三年,又过了三年。
    再没有见。
    Mar. 18
    jinwrote:
    那年,高中毕业的夏天,来了很多同学,收到一些礼物,其中一盘BEYOND的磁带。我很高兴,因为我可以送给她,她喜欢BEYOND, 我知道,她无意中说过。
    又一年,她的生日, 她很惊喜我的礼物,说她找这盘磁带好久了。她想起我从不听歌的, 于是问我怎莫会想到这份礼物的。我老实地说这是一个朋友送给我的。 她有点疑惑地问什末时候送的? 我告诉她后,沉默了片刻, 她说:“那天我送了你一盒BEYOND的磁带。”
    Mar. 18
    jinwrote:
    Forced to write, speak, and even think in a foreign language, I happened to run into your blog at this time of solitude. Reading your stories,  feeling the same way. I have long been viewing you as someone who leads a life I dream but never had chance to lead, and will never. Sometimes, I feel you are living the life of this sort for me. You are making the dream and I am watching and feeling.
    Though it's long ago, I know when our paths started to differ, resulting in our distinct now. Same age, seemingly similar experience, but totally different lives. Or, two sides of one coin. It's hard to deny I am a little envious of your free from anxiety and care. I don't mean you have not your own worry.
    On the way to 30s, I have already given up so-called ideal and surrenderred to reality, while I can still see clearly the scene a dozen years ago, when I was extremely confident that I would never comprise to the world like other mediocre men.
    Mar. 18
    Picture of Anonymous
    peng wrote:
    keep smiling. for the rest of our life, for the days which will never come back.
    and, for all the fucking dream ever be made, for all the people ever be loved.
    happy birthday.
    Mar. 16
    zhou wangwrote:
    快乐吧
    还能说什么呢
    Mar. 16

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